Sunday, January 8, 2012
Read Post: Who Said I Don't Go to Church?
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Monday, January 9, 2012
Read Post: Sorry it's a No Go - In Living Color
Entry Time: 1:16am Late Night (Technically Tuesday a.m)
Last week I was Lazy and Proud, now I'm Lazy and Unmotivated. I just got off the phone with my friend Rosie and a few hours before I was talking to Joey-O. Joey-O was on my Motown Maurice Show staff in 2010 plus I interviewed him on Hustle & Shuffle. The conversation entailed the role of me mentoring him about Hollywood. Post conversations with Rosie & Joey, I felt a pulse of energy. Probably the only two jolts of energy I've had all today. As a matter of fact, I began writing this immediately after talking to Rosie. When I wasn't working on my blog I was sleeping and if not that, I was playing video games on my tablet. Its all about Gun Bros right now (My tablet was really a great investment.) Moreover, its obvious but my energy is really low. Sorry it's a No Go - In Living Color made me feel numb. I'm so immune to disappointment right now the results didn't matter. I think my blog is what kept my energy leveled when I received negative notice. Once I was done blogging earlier today, I went straight to the bed and slept for hours.
While in bed, a few texts made me smile. Getting noticed in a Snoop Dogg Music Video would make any body smile. Thanks for the texts Tarik Jackson. Communication with people is always a good energy remedy. At the least, it provides a boost of energy. Then the're times when people unintentionally alter energy. Earlier, I expressed some of my deep thoughts with my friend Jasmine (through text) and my Beatice, the current person I'm staying with. They both suggested the typical stance of getting a part-time job. My agent even suggested that earlier today through email. No can do! I am no longer qualified to fill out an application for a job that requires me to clock in. As a long time business owner, I won't disrespect another business by applying for a position I don't want just for money. I refuse to give money that much power. Yes, the reality of my LA status is homeless when I return but I'm not worried about it. I'm in thought, deep thought and things will work out. Things always work out.
I've found a new excitement in my blog upon writing this entry. During the Last Week of 2011, I made a daily entry. I was able to capture all my thoughts and expressions in real time. Moments before my mind was infused this idea, I thought about my The Last Week of 2011 post. Now, from this day forth, when I have something on my mind I'll publish it. One small I idea can completely change the landscape of the future. This one small idea revamped my blog and added additional value. This is exciting. I don't know why I didn't do this before.
At the end of a week, my thoughts are never the same and it makes me feel like I'm not being honest when I'm publishing. Not anymore. Now with this idea, I don't have to carry any baggage with me throughout the week. I can quickly get ride of it because blogging bring closure.
Tuesday, January 10, 2011
10:17pm (EST )
I hope Hollywood is ready. I'll soon be back.
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
My attitude is new but I'm sure still sleeping a lot. I just woke up from a nap but not long before then I woke up from my nights sleep. I went to bed around 3:30am in the morning and woke up around 12:30pm. At the most I was up for an hour or two and went back to sleep (nap) to wake up and write this blog. I'm still slightly unmotivated and I feel lazy but I'm getting it out of my system one nap at a time. I know myself very well. I've been in this place several times before. Its just a matter of time before I'm at full strength again. Last night I contemplated on the idea of creating a full feature documentary in 2012. I even emailed a film maker in regards to a partnership. Part of the reason, I'm awoke right now because I woke up to a email from my friend Keto. In the email he's introducing me to a very important CNN contact. A contact I need to contact right now.
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Thursday, January 12, 2012
Read Post:Clubbing at Blue Martini Boca Raton
Friday, January 13, 2012
Read Post: Sunny Isles Beach & Denny's
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Read Post: The New Year Starts Now
What a contrast between week 69 & week 70 has been thus far. I had it good in Florida and now I'm going through warfare in week 70. I never imagined it getting this bad. Week 70 is really beating me up right now but I won't give up. I can't.
As the quest continues...
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