I returned to LA and tennis all in one week. Awesome sauce. As for the face-to-face drama between my father and I... He asked... if something happens, will I help him? This evolves his money. I said no and he didn't like that. He asked what was wrong with me and told me I have a problem. I responded by placing my forehead on his and I intensely told him the truth about himself and the pain he caused. The action made my voice a little coarse for a few days. My father is an impossible man that won't change. In the aftermath, I've concluded that I won't abandon him but unfortunately, hope is not a factor.
Leading to this we had a few okay moments together. I bring him food, my laptop, and my soul music DVDs. He appreciates that. The thought crossed my mind to take a photo with him but I'm not going to do that. I will record footage of myself for an upcoming documentary but a candid photo could indicate happiness but none is in sight. I'm content with the last family photo taken in June 2021.
Sunday, August 21, 2022
* L visit...
Monday, August 22, 2022
* Visiting Pa...
Saturday, August 26, 2022
* Lazy day...
Sunday, August 21, 2022
* L visit...
* Gas station for lawn mower...
* Editing and dumping footage...
* Gaming...
* Gaming...
Monday, August 22, 2022
* Visiting Pa...
* L talk...
* Fornite...
Tuesday, August 23, 2022
* Yardwork...
Tuesday, August 23, 2022
* Yardwork...
* L visit...
* Fornite...
Wednesday, August 24, 2022
* Visiting Pa with face-to-face combat...
Wednesday, August 24, 2022
* Visiting Pa with face-to-face combat...
* Plant gifts for L...
* Fornite...
Thursday, August 24, 2022
* Returned to LA...
Friday, August 25, 2022
* Back at tennis...
* Returned to LA...
Friday, August 25, 2022
* Back at tennis...
Saturday, August 26, 2022
* Lazy day...
* At... takes a trip...