Tuesday, November 27, 2018

Week 427: Bread Please

Weekly Written Review 

When it comes to my personal hairstyle it hasn't changed in a long time. I started growing my hightop fade in 2006. I never genuinely thought about changing it. Aside from a few bad barber experiences in LA, my hair cut has generally been the same. Facial hair, on the other hand, I've always been more open to change. There was a period of time throughout the 2000s when I would've never been caught without a goatee. I disliked my face without one. After moving to Los Angeles, the goatee stopped working for me. I had a lot of shaving issues when I relocated and I ended up letting my goatee go. Cutting my goatee was a good call. Having a clean face has opened up a lot of high school and college roles. Fast forward to Week 425 and my new headshots preparation. My agent recommended I take some photos with my beard. I was inherently reluctant about taking beard photos. Leading into the shoot I started growing a beard but I was ready to cut it if I booked worked through Central Casting that required a clean face. That's a small way of thinking but that's the decision I made.

To my blessed advantage, the week before I booked background work on a show called Black Monday that required me to look grundy. I didn't have to cut my beard. Not until two days after my photo shoot, I got booked for background work that required me to be cleanly shaven. I call that high favor because I'm very happy that I kept my beard. I took photos wearing 3 different looks with my beard and they are awesome. Forward again to this week, my photo proofs arrived. I look great with a beard. I look so great that I've decided to maintain a bearded look moving forward. I'll cut it when it's requested but I'll start growing my beard immediately afterward. Having a consistent beard is a huge change of pace. For several years now I've averaged shaving at least once a day. There were a few periods when auditions got slow and I would let my beard grow. When auditions started picking up I would cut it again. As of now, man bush is a priority. It's a small change that will make a big difference among many other adjustments I've been making. 

At an additional consolation, last Saturday I received a fortune cookie from Panda Express that states: Don't Be Afraid to Experiment with a New Look. I thought it was alluding to my hairstyle at first but I'm taking it as a message about my facial hair. For the record, I'm not against cutting my hightop completely. When I book a leading role in the near future, I'll probably have to sign a contract agreeing to any changes the studio decides. That may or may not include changing up my hairstyle. I personally would be more open to cutting my hair once my auto-biographical film is made but we don't always get things in life in the order that we desire. 


Sunday, November 18, 2018

* Returning clothes at Ross. Picked up some new tennis shoes

* Video recording slates

* Tennis...


Monday, November 19, 2018

* Blogging...

* Cleaning...


Tuesday, November 20, 2018

* Basketball/3 game-winning streak

* Picked up parking coupons at the SAG-AFTRA building

* Blogging...


Wednesday, November 21, 2018

* Creed II screening with the SAG-Foundation accompanied by Mari. The movie is well done. Go see it.

* Basketball (6 game winning streak. Lost 1)

* It rained for the first time in a long while


Thursday, November 22, 2018

* Blue LA rental. Dropped off Landlady at her friend's house. Followed by a big food run. Dog food, water...(Ralphs and Smart & Final)

* Thanksgiving at Natalie's from the YMCA. Two years in a row.

* Best Buy pick up of Just Dance 2019. That long was long but it went fast.

* Game Stop pick up of Super Bomber Man R. Hmmmm


Friday, November 23, 2018

* Walking...ATM, phone calls...

* SAG-AFTRA Film Society screening of Widows accompanied by She. Not crazy about the movie.


Saturday, November 24, 2018

* SAG-AFTRA Film Society screening of If Beale Street Could Talk accompanied by Tehana. Great movie. Go see it.

* Filing out the end of the year EBT reapplication.

* Picking out the best photos from my photoshoot


As the quest continues...

The future of Late Night

Motown Maurice

Sunday, November 25, 2018

Week 426: A Storm is Coming

Weekly Written Review 

In less than two months 2018 will be over and I've already begun planning for the new year. My newest headshot photo shoot is out of the way and I'm ahead of the game. All I got to do is a few things here and there and I can coast through the remainder of the year. Smooth cruising right? Ha! That's what I thought. On Monday I got an audition notice that stunned me. My mind is so far ahead in 2019 I wasn't expecting any more auditions this year. I had to rewind and regroup. I immediately realized there's something odd about this audition. I was requested to read for a dramatic character on an upcoming show on OWN (David Makes Man). Most of my roles/auditions are comedic! I began asking myself, "why do they want me for a dramatic role!?" I never quite figured out why but I did realize 2018 is far from over and there's a storm coming. Yes, The Storm of Greatness!

When the audition came in, I was doing background work on the Netflix show Family Reunion again. I was scheduled for a two-day shoot. At first, I was concerned with a conflict. When I realized I was clear, I started focusing on the game plan. It's a self-tape audition. I've cheated in the vast majority of my self-tapes. Meaning I took shortcuts. Self-tapes generally require two people. The actor and the reader. I've been doing both. My process included recording my own voice of the other character and me responding to the playback of my voice in front of the camera while reacting to it. I did this mainly because I'm not a fan of inconveniencing people. I completed several auditions like this for a long time but let's face it, that's not a quality audition. I can't determine whether or not this is the reason I didn't book previous roles but it's certainly doesn't allow me to give me best. Giving my best requires a connection with a real person. This epiphany sounds like an action I would typically start at the beginning of the year but the sign of this storm is strong. I don't know what the future holds but the future obviously requires me to change up my strategy now.

In what seems near to an instant, I abolished the creation of tacky audition tapes from my presentation. A vision confirmed that it's time to upgrade my process with a team. Over the past few months, I've met a handful of good people (via a relatively popular app...) and with them in mind, I got an idea. I made some phone calls and told them about the storm. They agreed and behold I formed a new team. For the first time in my quest, I have a team of readers I call upon to assist me with my self-tapes auditions. I've built a lot of teams over the years but I've never acquired a team like this before. This is an absolute gem. It's a potential game changer. Readers combined with new headshots! 2019 better watch out.

I completed my self-tape audition on Wednesday with my reader and it a refreshing change of pace. She arrived before 9am and we finished around 2pm. It was a tough audition. I had a lot to memorize plus it was an intense dramatic role. There's a lot of excitement around this role because of the people involved (Michael B. Jordan and Phylicia Rashad) and the show is shot in Orlando, FL. That's less than an hour away from my hometown. Not to mention its a recurring role. Generally, I'm pleasured with the upgrades I've made to my audition. I even added an additional light for brighter illumination. As far as my performance, it probably didn't get the cake. I'm not being negative, I'm being honest. I got better with each take but I completed it knowing there was something missing. Heavy contemplation and a free SAG-AFTRA workshop on Friday helped me realized why I probably won't book the part. I didn't have fun with the role. I submitted too much of what was on the script with not enough of my personality. If they chose me to submit for this role it's probably because the character might have a sense of humor. I don't know why they chose me but I do know I focused too much on the drama. I didn't have any fun with the process. Nonetheless, building my team and making these changes adjusted my mindset and approach for the next audition.  This auditioned opened my eyes in an imperatively necessary way.

Considering all the hate I've written about the audition process on this blog over the years what I'm about to write is a bit blasphemous. For the first time in my odyssey, I'm actually excited about my next audition. Yes, that sounds crazy but I can see clearer now. It's starting to make sense. I'm figuring out ways to inject the trueness of personality into my auditions. I'm ready to have fun with the next ticket. I'm going to break it down the next character and build it up with my certified seal. Most importantly, I got a mighty arsenal of new tools. I have a great team of readers, new headshots in the oven and I'm starting to signup for every SAG-AFTRA workshop my schedule allows me to. I'm stretching myself to my full potential. Let The Storm of Greatness Rain on me!


Sunday, November 11, 2018

* Tennis...with She...


Monday, November 12, 2018

* Family Reunion background work

* Audition notice. It's a big one...I was surprised


Tuesday, November 13, 2018

* Familly Reunion background work

* Script rehearsing

* Another audition notice, wow!


Wednesday, November 14, 2018

* Self-audition for David Made Man. With my reader She... Started after 8am and finished around 2pm.

* After the self-tape- I had to run to a 2:45pm audition for an FX show

* Langston's Black Partners and Corporate Counsel Reception. Set up, registration and breakdown.

* Hulu Cancellation


Thursday, November 15, 2018

* Basketball...

* Langston's Skidrow Marathon Movie screening...Helped out with set up and photography.


Friday, November 16, 2018

* How to Win a Series Lead Before It Goes to Casting. SAG series workshop.


Saturday, November 17, 2018

* Wiki rejection...

* Basketball...makeup day

* Declined an audition/wasn't interested in their perpetuity clause.

* SAG Film Society screening of The Front Runner Accompanied by Jeff. Followed by a Q&A with Hugh Jackman.

* Food 4 Less run/Panda Express


As the quest continues...

The future of Late Night

Motown Maurice

Tuesday, November 20, 2018

Week 425: Prepped Best Shoot

Weekly Written Review 

Also, consider reading my a singular post that was inspired during this week. 20 Billionaire Hacks & Habits I've Already Been Living

This week started off dragging. The focus of this week was mainly about prepping for new headshots.  My agent made the request and I got to do what I can to make them happy. Prepping for a photo shoot isn't fun. It can be quite daunting. The process is actually more detailed then what the average person might think. I've learned how to better prepare over the years. It's not all about buying clothes and showing up with them. The best way to approach a photo shoot is with a series of test photos. I went through about 5 drafts and dozens of prototypes. After the photographer is acquired you got to research the type of photos you want the go to the store and get them. Clothes shopping is not my specialty.  I'll spare the painstaking details and admit process got better over time. This preselection process was the best I've ever had. I had a couple people providing their valuable opinions, plus my agent and photographer gave some feedback. The actual shoot was also well executed. I had someone assisting me throughout the day she was my behind the scenes photographer.

The photo shoot was painless and fun. The photographer showed me a sneak peek at a few photos and I was impressed. I have no current headshots that look like them. They will be a game changer for my career. I will without a doubt have an increase in auditions in 2019. The photographer also complimented my photoshoot prep process several times. The shoot was completed on schedule within the hour range and I left with an abundance of hope for the future. This is the first time I've planned a photo shoot at the end of the year. It's 100 times better than taking photos at the beginning of the year. I'm more prepared for the new year then I've ever been with my best photoshoot ever. Thank you Bella Saville Photography.


Sunday, November 4, 2018

* Tennis...

* Blue LA/ Cat/dog food run...big bags of food


Monday, November 5, 2018

* Cancelled tennis to work on preparations. I decided today I'm taking my Monday's back. For almost two years I played tennis consistently on Monday's not anymore. Now I'm playing tennis on Sunday's now and I'm taking back Monday's for myself.

* Headshot prep, Ross clothes pick up, photo prototype temple,


Tuesday, November 6, 2018

* Basketball...

* Just Dance with She/3 months unlimited...


Wednesday, November 7, 2018

* Just Dance...

* Headshot prep...with She support

* Treated myself to TaikoNo Tatsujin: Drum 'N' Fun. This might be my favorite game. It's awesome fun.


Thursday, November 8, 2018

* Basketball...

* CVS run blemish remover.../Food 4 Less/Cat food


Friday, November 9, 2018

* Haircut...

* Photoshoot prep...Target...

* SAG Film Society screening of Bird Box accompanied by Kandace. Followed by a Q&A with Sandra Bullock. It was a fantastic movie.


Saturday, November 10, 2018

* New headshots by Bella Saville Photography accompanied by Mari...

* Pizza Hut...

* Tea with Tiffany...


As the quest continues...

The future of Late Night

Motown Maurice

20 Billionaire Hacks & Habits I've Already Been Living

Originally, I intended on expressing my thoughts on this subject within Week 426's post. Then I realized I haven't written a subject-specific post in a while so why not. I do believe the subject here has enough depth for it. So let's talk about 20 Billionaire Hacks & Habits I've Already Been Living. The title stems from a YouTube video entitled 20 Simple Life Hacks & Habits You Can Copy From Billionaires. Since Nintendo unveiled The Nintendo Switch on October 20, 2016, I've kind of become a Youtube junky. Researching games are just as fun as playing them for me. Sports updates are also cool. Every now and then I'm recommended interesting videos that catch my attention. Youtube has become known for recommending random videos as of late. My eyes lit up with interest upon receiving the referral of, Why A Students Work for C Students. That video was grand spanking on point with my personality type. There's enough detail in that topic suited for a separate video. After that video ended, Youtube automatically played 20 Simple Life Hacks & Habits You Can Copy From Billionaires. The parallels are riveting. I was aware of a handful of similarities previously but this video opened up my eyes to even more.

I've never made it an objective to study rich people with the intentions of becoming rich but awareness levels are always open. I read and I stay woke. I've established a bunch of habits throughout my journey and I don't enjoy spending money. Those are my two major principles. This video made me realize how much I have in common with Billionaires with the main exception being my bank account is lacking a little in this department. Nonetheless, I would like to review all 20 items in this post with a little personal perspective. Nothing too deep. Hopefully, I'll find a way to make this post enlightening not only for myself but for others.

20. Scheduling and Productivity Hacks

This point speaks of prioritizing, deadlines, preparing for upcoming weeks and honing on those things a person might procrastinate about. Simply getting things done. I've always loved a checklist and the satisfaction of scratching things off is unlike no other.

19. Investing Time

Billionaires understand the value of time. Apparently, a lot of rich people don't spend time watching TV. I personally spent very long periods of time without watching any TV. However, I've learned and I continue to embrace more TV over time due to my involvement in the entertainment industry. As a professional in the industry is part of my job description which and my duty.

18. Avoid Alcohol and Smoking

I don't smoke and I look forward to maintaining this merit throughout my duration on this planet. As for drinking, I love me an open bar. If it's free, why not. I don't purchase. If I'm hanging with a young lady and she wants some wine why not but other than that I don't. I've never purchased a drink at a bar for myself and I never will.

17. Eat Healthy

I basically eat what my EBT card can afford per month and since I don't enjoy cooking, my options are a tune, sardines, raw nuts, a can of soup, saltine crackers and plenty of fruits. I'm not a committed vegan or pescetarian but I often eat like one.

16. Take Public Transport

This one shocked me the most. I gave up driving when I moved to LA in 2010 and I love it. It's one of the best decisions I've ever made and through this video I've learned that some Billionaires also use public transportation. Or they use self-powered transport like walking or cycling. I also do both activities on a weekly basis. Billionaires who do this reduces their carbon footprint by being considerate of the world around them and it's very inexpensive.

15. Adopt a Glass Half Full Mentality

It's shoot for the moon way of thinking. Using simple methods of thinking positively can help someone achieve greatness. I concur.

14. Meditate

I've tried various methods of traditional meditation over time but recently I've come to realize that I'm not a traditional meditation kind of guy. Not long ago I learned that walking is a form of meditation. I do a whole lot of walking and I believe day-dreaming is also another form. I often lay in my bed, relaxed. Every blue moon I might play some meditation music but that's not common. I believe meditation is an act that relaxes the mind, body, and soul. Any form of stillness that reduces stress is meditation. I have plenty of experience doing that.

13. Be Brave and Fail

The word failure is used quite loosely among people. Over time, I've embraced this term less and less. Within the same understanding, I instead use the word, "disappointment" to describe what most people call failures. All of my endeavors eventually amount to something which is why I don't use the term failures. Now that we have this clarity, trust me, I have several disappointments under my belt. Don't underestimate the need for this.  It's the need to try and try until you succeed.

12. Play Hard

I love this one the most. There was a point of time in my quest when I didn't make time for playing, now it's mandatory. Since the start of 2017, I've been playing basketball and tennis multiple times a week. Let's not forget my refound love for video games with my Nintendo Switch. My style of fun is incorporated with friendly athletic competition. I even play a lot of physically active video games. I'm sure over time I'll add more and new activities. Perhaps I'll learn golf. Who knows.

11. Exercise

When I play I exercise. When I exercise I play. Its the benefits of both worlds all the time.

10.  Act Now for Long-Term Goals

I read a quote the states, "A mind that's always thinking about the future is a cursed mind. Through experience, I understand the quote more and more all the time. I've gotten better at living in the moment but my mind stays thinking about the future. I am the future of Late Night Television and acting now is my genetic description.

9. Pay Attention to Relationships

This is something a C student does well. The ability to foster good relationships is the basic logic of my achievements. A billionaire knows the importance of every single person and so do I. Every person has value and it pays to be charming to everyone. Jerks are allowed. It doesn't mean a woman hasn't called me a jerk before but what man hasn't been called a jerk by a woman? :-)

8. Be Thrifty

Did you know that I don't like spending money? I don't need a plan or strategy for this one. I avoid spending at all cost. Friends in high school called me cheap. I call it being wise. The most interesting this is I've grown to love the simple life. My current situation and my overall journey have molded me into somewhat of a minimalist. At least approaching that type of lifestyle.

7. Be Self-Sufficient

You know I've never ordered delivery before. If it involves an extra expense why do it? That's my way of thinking. I ever started cutting my own hair a couple years ago. That's a task I wish I started a long time ago.

6. Wear The Same Clothes Every day

I believe in dressing up for the special occasion. I honestly couldn't care less what I wear during the week. I wear my clothes until it smells like it's time to wear something else.

5. Following Your Passion Obsessively

Need I say more. I'm obsessed with my destiny.

4. Read Widely Everyday

I wish I was more of a casual book reader but I do make great effort to read the news, articles about the entertainment industry and video game stuff of course.

3. Find a Mentor

This is easier said than done but I've blessed to be around a lot of wise people through my quest. This allowed me to not make the same mistakes they've made with their businesses and endeavors.

2. Develop Multiple Streams of Income 

I've made money in front of the camera and behind the camera. Sometimes I even sell my nude body to an art class. I'm not making money outside of the entertainment business right now but this will come in time.

1. Get Up Early

This one is the only one I'm not in sync with. I'm not a morning person and I probably never will be. I'll adapt when necessary but morning and I don't get along. This is a fair exception because I'm a night owl. I get things done at night while most people are sleeping.

That's all 20. It has been inspiring for me to learn how much I have in common with billionaires. Without the money, I'm living a billionaire life and the money eventually arrives I'm sure my life won't be too different. A change will come but the billionaire lifestyle that everyone wants, I already have.

Check out the video for yourself. Perhaps you'll be inspired and maybe it will randomly lead you to another interesting video.
 

As the quest continues...

The future of Late Night

Motown Maurice

Sunday, November 11, 2018

Week 424: Reset Button

Weekly Written Review 

Last Week (423), was potentially the biggest week of my quest thus far. I'm confident greater weeks are to come but in current standings last week takes the cake. Since then, I've made the most logical decision I could think of. That decision is to press the reset button. People say great things will come from my role in Snake Outta Compton but since the premiere, I've become relatively detached from that film. Aside from editing photos and post-interview videos, Snake Outta Compton is in the history books. Only time will tell if it becomes a cult classic or not. There are two other projects I had reserved hope for but it looks like they may never see the light of day. It happens. That's Hollywood. I got my SAG card because of one of those projects and you can never go wrong with meeting new people. Pressing the reset button and moving forward is best. I have zero pending projects and the year is practically over. My mind is pointed towards 2019. Next year is where my mind is parked. I have a new headshot photo shoot scheduled for next week and I'm dreading the thought of planning for it. Once or twice a year I have to wash, rinse and repeat the photo taking process. It gets old, but I have to do what I have to do. All serious actors have to do it. I did end up finding excitement in the process. I generally always find the excitement once I get past the tedious phases. I'm actually hyped about getting them done at the end of the year instead of at the beginning of the year. That's a gamer changer. It gives me an advantage for pilot season and for bigger auditions in general when the year starts. As far as I'm concerned, I accomplished nothing during my 8 plus years in LA. As of January 1, 2019, I'm starting over. If I'm lucky my past will positively influence my future. On second thought, my past is in the past. Reformation is my state of mind. Cheers to pressing the reset button and for incredible, unbelievable, and unthinkable possibilities in 2019.

In other news, this was an interesting week for friendship. Those that know me, know that I don't use that word loosely. There are two particular people that made this topic interesting. In the past few years, there are only a couple people that I comfortably called, friend. One ignited a petty personal, emotional fuss. Nothing too serious. The other revealed some resentment towards me about money owed. Moreover, a series of recent outbursts from this person punctured my tolerance threshold this week. It led me to initiate a timeout with this person on Sunday via text. We spoke on the phone moments before and it was a terribly negative conversation. This person was ranting about the hate for their job and requested that I that I stop what I was doing to get to their house and help. I said I couldn't and this person asked what I was doing. I said I was writing. Then this person said, "Are you writing about yourself again?" Then this person repeatedly asked, "what are you writing?" I was working on my blog but I sarcastically told this person I was working on the 5th version of my life story. This person in return said I should stop writing about myself and write a movie like "Starwars." His actions in this conversation put our relationship at a toxic level. I've also noticed him becoming toxic with others around him recently. The fact that owed money was brought up in recent days was absolutely improper. The first time was brought up loudly around two others in a car. You don't do that. Not to mention, episodes of this person yelling and cursing at me over insignificant things. This person essentially tried to pick a fight with me for no reason a couple weeks ago. His person knows I'm calm and collect and was trying to get me to break. It didn't work. I probably didn't blink. There are other occurrences of this person yelling at our associates unnecessarily. Thankfully an apology was issued soon after.

This person has helped me so much over the years and I love this person but sometimes a break is necessary. This person needs to take better care of them-self. I know alcohol abuse has a 50% or more influence on their behavior but there are no excuses. This person's true resentment is within. I suggested intervention and I hope this person gets it. Meanwhile, I'm working towards reimbursing the person as soon as the end this month or early next month. A particular phone call on Friday clears the way for that. I'm sure our relationship will be mended in the future but for now, there's a transition taking place.


Sunday, October 28, 2018

* Blue LA Rental

* Dropped off my landlady at Sizzler

* Food 4 Less/cat food run, Trader Joe's, Dollar Store,...

* Cleaning up/blogging


Monday, October 29, 2018

* Editing/library uploads

* Someone tried to stress in about misinterpreted personal stuff...

* Tennis...


Tuesday, October 30, 2018

* Organizing...

* Vote! by mail.

* Phone calls

* Low spirited...


Wednesday, October 31, 2018

* Basketball

* Playing Switch with She


Thursday, November 1, 2018

* Attempted to get a new tub of She Butter in Hollywood Blvd but they were randomly closed. They had a note on their door. What a waste of time. That led me to seek out Amazon. Using someone else's account I ordered what I needed.

* Picked up white rice at Chipotle. I think I'm done with their white rice. I've noticed over time it doesn't agree with my stomach.

* Food 4 Less run with Mari

* Switch/JD

Friday, November 2, 2018

* Received a phone call about a contract renewal. Whoop whoop! Totally wasn't expecting it.

* Back groundwork on a show called Black Monday with Don Cheadle. 4pm to 5:45am


Saturday, November 3, 2018

* Walking, phone calls, bank run...

* My attempt to get Shea Butter on Thursday lead me to seek it out on Amazon. Wow! That was a great decision. For 3 dollars more than what I normally paid, I'm getting over 4 times the amount. I'll probably have Shea Butter for another year or two. Depending or not if I give away some or not.

As the quest continues...

The future of Late Night

Motown Maurice

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